That is love he had for his wife before he was injured. Your mother traded on that fact and used it for her own pleasure. Drunk once, yes, but then sh... dipped into the well twice more when she was sober. To me, that is the worst kind of abuse."I thought I could handle it. There was so much going on around the farm at the time I found out, I just lied to myself and was going to live with it. I found I couldn't. End of story."There was silence on the other end of the phone. Then, "Go on Dad.. Beth has a body that guy’s can only dream about.I brought home nice girls and damn if Beth wasn’t right. They loved when I went down on them and a couple of girls were kind enough to suck my cock. They also appreciated that I thought to have condoms stashed in my nightstand. Of course, they were thoroughly vetted by Beth before I was allowed to have sex with them. I dated five different girls and had sex with three of them. But it’s usually Carmen Lopez that I call to go out to a movie or a. After that I was too scared to steal anymore of my mother's or my sisters unmentionables. I came up with a new but potentially more dangerous way to add to my collection. I would go to the ladies department at the local department store and I would steal stockings and panties smuggling them out in my briefs. I knew that this was very dangerous but I had become obsessed. I didn't take many things maybe 3 pair of stockings and a garter belt but I knew that this was too dangerous. I swore. I made the call. Marcy would be over in 20 minutes. While they waited I gave them a tour of the gym while Mom was working the front office.Marcy and I met with them in the class room. After everything was explained what we wanted and what they expected we had a good agreement that in the end with no money changing hands. One of them would be working all day Saturday and Sunday and Monday, Wednesday and Friday evenings. We would schedule all assessments during those times. In exchange for that.