I had always thought that if anyone found out about my secret mylife would not be worth living. Now that Paul knew about me I felt thatwhat had gone b...fore was a hollow and completely empty mirage of anexistence.Now I was wondering why I had never allowed a man into my life before asbeing with Paul had lifted my soul to new heights. Then again maybe ifIhad met another man perhaps they would have ruined the experience forme. Being in Paul's arms I felt so safe that I never wanted to leavethat. I was lying in my mami’s bed in her room, bathroom is attached. I was sleeping till 10 in my home every one will go to work before 8am and will be back by 6-9pm, mami alone will be at home. On that day me and mami r there, after all went only she will wash cloths &will take bath. On that day I got up but acting like sleeping just want to know what she was doing daily after all went.That day I found out her secret; after all went, she likes to be nude till all are back to home. This I came to. He looked at me again, with rage in his eyes and took his two bony arms and threw the entire plate of food in my face and on my clothes. I was fuming. This went on for the next two days. He ruined all of the scrubs I had with me, since the airline lost my luggage. “Oh you want to play it this way old man, it’s on.” I left the room and went to the bedroom where I was sleeping, hopefully there would be clothes for me to wear. I opened the closet and there was an assortment of nurses. Pradip oor Maa r pachha tipte tipte bhabte laglo katokhhone Bharati devi ke nangto kore chudbe , bhabte bhatei o Bharati devi mane oor Maa r pachhar kaporta aste aste tule oor maar farsa ladlade pachhta bar kore nilo, kapor tule prodip dekhlo oor maar pachhate ki bisal aar thalthale, prodip aar nijeke thik rakhte parlona o aste aste oor Maa mane Bharati Devir bisal pachhate du hate fak kore oor Maa mane Bharati Devi pode angul dhukie dilo ar Bharati Devi aarame tibro sitkar diye uthlen.