. I am mad for you”.Her expression became serious. “I didnt know these are you intentions..” I said “I love you for the past 10 years and this...is what i get? ” She was in 2 minds.. i could see she was also confused.. I didnt hesitate, without a thought, i caught her cheeks, pulled her close and locked my lips with hers. Wow.. I was actually kissing my childhood flame! nibbling her lower and upper lips, i was an experienced kisser, making subtle adjustments to my kisses seduce her.. And in. It actually gives me a bit of a thrill just to talk about it. I never say what I want to do, or how much I think about it, I just bring it up and my customers usually can’t shut up about it. I’ve met a couple of ladies who admit they’ve actually tried it for real. I almost asked for an invite home with one customer who says she does it all the time, but I was a bit scared of her...”How long have you felt this way?“I think I saw my first doggy video when I was a teenager. A school-friend showed. I loved my husband but he's dead. Please just call me Patricia, or Pat." Sure thing, Pat," he grinned. "And you don't look old and you know it. You're one of the prettiest women I've met and look younger than me although I happen to know you are just a tiny bit older. Mind if I as a personal question? Don't answer it is you don't want to. In fact you can tell me to go fu- lose myself if you want. But why haven't you remarried? Like I said, you're very, very pretty; I'm sure you have plenty of. Imagine your life without your collar. This support group is gone and you can no longer lean on each other. How would you feel?”Lily spoke first, “It’s funny you put it like that. I had a dream last night that this past weekend was only a dream and I was working at the restaurant, having a bad night and had no one to give me a hug or encouraging words. It turned out to be my worst nightmare. And it’s only been a couple of days. I couldn’t imagine being put out after years. That would really.