"But they're gay!" I said."So, they don't know that I'm a woman do they?" But you can't put your cock back through so they'll know," I replied."Exactl...," she said, "that's where you come in."My cock was rising and I didn't know why. Was I excited that I would actually see Carla sucking cock, excited that she was sucking gay guys who didn't know it was a woman, or was it that my cock was going to be sucked by a guy in front of Carla. Whatever it was, I was up for it.The park had slightly. Looking inside, the lithe, blue skinned woman frowned to find the chicken bucket empty save the bones she tossed in there earlier. “Damn… And I’m still hungry.” Getting up from her bed, the woman stepped out to go to the kitchen, opening the freezer and pulling out the tub of ice cream she mentioned earlier.“Maybe this will make me feel better…” Heading back into her room with a cold bucket of ice cream in one hand and a spoon in the other, Raven sighed and ate her cold treat. Not so much out. She did get fucked, she did beg like a good girl. She had her cum and then was up for another hour writing down the outline for her speech and her first book.I flew with her to Dallas where she was going to be speaking. She read her speech to Darcy, Mindy and Eve but didn’t want me to hear it before she delivered it. I was allowed in the room to hear it though and I was glad that the lights were turned down to hide some of the tears that I shed.It was a roller coaster of a speech as she took. We had Lobster, some odd kind of beans I never saw before, a salad with a dressing that was delightful, a tiny ice cream dish with some type of alcohol poured over it. Ted and I always lived well, but never fancy, this was fancy! It was even fun, I had to admit, new things, new flavors. Norman was trying to press conversation, I probably wasn’t helping. But there was just one question that was burning me up, finally I found a moment and asked him directly. ‘How did you know I was a widow?’ I.