On the floor, I found Ean and two cases of juice boxes, one of them nearly empty. As he looked up to me so seriously, I couldn’t hold back my tears....��Y-you can hug me now if you still wa-want to,” I cried pathetically.Without delay, Ean was climbing onto my bed with me. He rolled me over and pulled me incredibly tightly into his body. He didn’t hold me like he usually did though. It wasn’t like a brother hugging a sister and I didn’t feel like he was my lover. Ean squeezed me into him as if I. He managed to safely turn his head and spit onto the ground, "Nay! I'm against them and their ilk! We're all waiting for the true lord to return to the land when things will be as they should be!" He straightened up as if daring me to run him through.I nodded and stood back, sheathing Twilight as I did so "Good, I'm against Hubert and I've declared him outlaw! The woman yonder is under my protection!" I said, the man made a sign and his men released their holds on my people. The only ones not. I don’t think he wanted to be out here any longer than necessary—the three of us together here on the Norfolk Naval Station docks.Jake sat in front, driving, and the big black guy, calling himself Terrence, was in back with me. He took up nearly the whole backseat all by himself. His hands were big—and black—and he was feeling me all over with them. I can’t say he wasn’t turning me on. I was panting and getting hard. It wasn’t far to the motel, but he was almost on top of me by the time we got. I realize I love him and also Jamaal but what they are asking is to much, I love my balls. To let someone cut them off seems outrageous to me, but now I am thinking to myself what good are balls if I cannot be with the people I love most in life and if what they are saying is true will I really miss them? I need time to think this over. ———————- “I need time to think this over, please can I go back to my hotel?” Callum asks the boys. Jamaal is reluctant to let the boy out of their site but Ijah.