She held me and slept. I have a habit of turning in my sleep so when I turned on my back she had her hand and leg over me. She slid her hand inside my...pant and held on to my dick. I was still asleep and with her caressing it became hard.Sonia got up and lowered my pant and started observing it as she was seeing a dick so close for the first time. I suddenly got up when she put it in her mouth and started sucking. It felt so nice that I held her head and moved in deeper. I was about to tell her. Regardless, it always managed to get in the waysomehow. And worst of all, it was not designed for sports. Jock itch,heat rash, and heaven forbid they accidentally take a direct hit.So like my previous analogy, sure a couple of days a year it was greathaving a penis. But the other three hundred and sixty some-odd justdidn't make it worth it. So graduating high school I had come to asolid core belief. It's great to be a guy, but it sucks to have apenis.At this point I must say my parents. Me: to kya hua tum ek ladki bhi to ho I love u . mai tumhe bahut pasand karta hu.Sis: bahar jao nahi to mom ko bata dungi mai hane laga or bola ki mai mom ko chod chuka hu.sis: kyame: haansis: nahi tum jhut bol rahe ho.Me: nahi ye sach hai.Sis: kaise,Me: rapeSis: unhone kuch nahi kaha…Me: pehle to gussa hui lekin baad mai mere lund ki deewani ho gai… pehle to 3 din tak baat nahi ki baad mai apne aap mujse dusri baar chudwane ke liye mere kamre mai aa gai. Or dusri baar chodne ke baad manei. He was simply looking for a young guy like myself to model underwear for his company. He told me it paid $200 for a couple of hours work. After assuring me it was not porn I said yes.The following Saturday morning I showed up to his studio. It was Steve, the guy from the bar, Erica one of the models, another model that I don't remember her name and the photographer. They were finishing up with the other model while Erica and I watched and talked. There was something special about Erica and I.