"I want you," she panted hoarsely."I want you too," Lisa whispered back.Was it possible her sister wasn't even breathing hard? How could her heart not...be pounding against her ribcage, the way Katie's did? The blush on her cheeks was barely a blush at all; more the pinkening you'd expect climbing the stairs. And Lisa's hands were steady as those of a surgeon, not trembling helplessly. It was so unfair! And then Lisa's mouth returned where it belonged and Katie forgot those issues, returned to. I prayed that they'd call it totaled, because a car with that amount of damage was never the same after it's repaired. This I knew from experience. Twice.I was halfway through my emails and my first cup of coffee when the phone rang. It was Mr. Tashun's secretary. Tashun was about three reporting levels above me. When he called, you wanted to be anywhere else. It was a command performance, in his office immediately. I put my suit jacket on and straightened my tie. The elevator made the trip. I have been really close to her two oldest sons and would always play games with them and of course they never knew about my crush on their mom. But one night I decided to spend the night with them after they begged me. We spent most of the day playing video games and riding four wheelers when night time came I started to make my spot on the couch for me to sleep on after the k**s went to bed."What are you doing?" asked aunt RobertaFixing a spot for me to sleep I answeredOh honey you dont have. My fingernails were shaped and polished. I had to wear lipstick, then full make up. Then I had to wear a bra with some falsies in it and I got some high heels. Each thing seemed like just a small step; each to make me appear less like a man, so as to avoid the dreaded embarrassment. If it had all come at me in one go, I would have resisted it, but it didn't. And secretly, I was happy to get the bra, because it concealed something that had been worrying me. Although my arms and shoulders had.