Below legal age for homosexual behaviour but very sexualised and well aware of my love of the idea of sex with other guys. I had no internal doubt or ...onflict, just no real idea of how I was going to make it all become real and still keep it all a secret. A guy had moved into the village a couple of years previously. It was well known that he was gay (queer was the word used at the time, or words with a similar taint of wrongdoing and social unacceptability), and he lived a very private life. I was for real hurt by that shit. I tried to hit my bro up but I got no answer. I was hella tempted to hit Tel up but I could bring myself to press send on the phone. I wouldn’t know what to say to her anyways. This bomb I dropped felt bigger than Hiroshima. Like this was life altering for real. I was trippin’ heavy off this, and nothing or no one could tell me that I just hadn’t ruined the greatest friendship known to man. I decided to hop in the shower to get away from the situation even if. They had big monkey no-necked leg-breakers to threaten and collect past due payments, and other gunsels and assorted life-takers on speed-dial. I'd worked for them successfully before, but I had no illusions that they were concerned at all with my best interests."This is the Foole, I've got the item that you requested ready for delivery, let's arrange the final payment of my invoice. There were complications with the original pickup from Mark, so let's make this bit quick and simple, with the. It is just that your mama has no time for me, he is just so busy in his work”.I held mami’s hand and said, “Can I tell you one thing? Please don’t feel bad.”“No Yohan, you can tell me anything.”“Mami, I love you and I have this feeling from a long time but I couldn’t gather the courage to tell you until now.”She had a very cute smile on her face.“Even I love you Yohan and I also couldn’t tell you thinking you will feel bad”.She then hugged me very tightly and told me with a kinky smile, “Yohan,.