. did he know what he was doing to me? Oh, god. My body ached, longing to be consumed with this passion he teased me with. He undid the buttons on my ...louse letting it flop open, laid me down on the couch halfway on top of me, and continued to kiss me and touch my nipples. For the first time I felt his cock pressed up against my body. I gasped from the passion it stirred up inside of me. He had such stature! I could totally visualize his girth and length. I throbbed with the thought of having. I was finally forced to compromise with my standards and laid out a plan. I would never let any of my friends from school find out, and I would only allow myself oral sex. I had gone so long without penetration that it would be impossible to simply pop my cherry with a random guy or even my finger. The event was so built up in my mind that it simply couldn't happen until I found a worthy partner. I would only fuck a man if his cock were as big as El Torero. Viewing porn had led me to believe. At least this year, undergraduate commencement was separate. So there was room for everyone.From the side of the stage, I looked over the growing audience. I saw my dad. Julia, the bitch of an aunt who had made my life miserable after my mother died, was with him. I let out an evil chuckle. She had berated me incessantly for being a sissy, a wimp, and a disgrace to my mothers' family name. I hoped she'd left her angina medicine at home. When they announced the two-minute warning, I took my seat. “Why didn’t you tell us you were near sighted?” I asked.“We weren’t until after the eye surgery,” Ellen replied.“All three of you, what eye surgery?” I asked.“Ambassador Woodman insisted we all be blue eyed and blond. He forced us to go to a doctor down there who changed our eye color but left us nearsighted,” Ellen replied.“He threatened to have us fired; he had made videos of us and threatened to put them on the net. Then he implied that we could have fatal or a serious accidents or end up on.