But I see you have already thought of that ... And I feel truly blessed and honored that I was your first lover." Jane said."No my lover. It is I who ...m truly blessed and honored. That first day when you took my hand as we parted, I felt it. I fought it inside, but I wanted you that instant and before. When you took my hand the next day, I was shaking like a leaf. I wanted you. I was scared to death that you wouldn't take me."But you were wise. You gave me my freedom of choice. But the choice. Debbie laid back and closed her eyes. It wasn't long before she was out. I think mom had to much to drink dad. She sure did son, I just let her sleep it off for awhile. I was able to make my cell phone ring and I picked it up like I was answering a call. Your k**ding, I said. You guy can't fix it? Shit, all rite, I will be down in a while. I hung up my phone and told my son I had to go to my business as one of the guys fucked something up. I got up and changed cloths. I was watching Jimmy. "As I stripped out of my clothes in the bathroom, I knew she was right.The last few weeks hadn't been that good to me. I hadn't been payingmuch attention to anything except the competing drives that weretelling me to stay away from Jackie and try to go on with my life, butat the same time to run back and beg her to turn me into a girl again.I was nearly out of money, and I hadn't been eating well. My clothesshould probably be burned, since I hadn't been paying much attention tohygiene lately.My. Yes, definitely her mother--he recognizes that knowing and amused look from yesterday."Elena helped me after a bike accident I had yesterday," he says all in a rush, "and I just wanted to tell her thank you."She looks at the envelope he's holding in his other hand, and one eyebrow twitches upward. "Really?" She gives him an encouraging smile, "That's very nice." Opening the door wider, she gestures him inside. "Come in, everyone's in the back yard."He follows her inside, and carefully closes.