So tell me what are you wearing.’ ‘My old ColdPlay T-shirt. No bra. Cut offs and a pair of yellow Paul Frank panties.’ ‘Paul Frank?’ I blurt...d. ‘With the monkeys?’ Sarah nodded. ‘So, Mindy, you really are there after all!’ Mike exclaimed, obviously amused at my reaction. I didn’t respond. ‘Well, I was in meetings all day, so I’m still wearing a charcoal Armani suite with a white pina shirt, maroon rep tie and black Calvins,’ he continued. ‘Yummmmmmy,’ Sarah replied with a smile. ‘I’m feeling a. "Of course I do, but we are talking about you right now, not me." I'm sorry I over reacted. It's just the subject is really important. I don't know why, but lately I've had maternal instincts." It's probably because you're married and you've been taught that once your married, kids come next."She pulled away and nodded. "I guess maybe that's what it is. I should just focus on my career for now and wait on family." Sounds like a plan. You are doing so well right now. I mean your perfume is. That a young man, who had apparently been to her house, who’s dick she had sucked, wanted some more of the same. That was quite a compliment, she thought. Oh well, I can play along. She slipped the stretchy material over her head. In front of the eyes and ears the material stretched just enough that she could make out shadows and movement. Hearing was a bit muffled, though. She sat in darkness and waited.It was not long before she could make out a figure walking toward her. Her vision was. And I have kept losing, over and over. There was no reason to be happy anymore. There was no reason to smile. There was no reason to feel. I have nothing left to lose. Does that make me a dangerous man? Hardly. I could barely eke out a living working as a stockboy at the local 24-hour convenience store. But the utility bills are paid at the end of every month, I have enough to buy groceries, not that I eat much nowadays anyway, and my right hand keeps me marginally satisfied when the urge takes.