" "Whatever you think best Janet." Gretchen greeted me like a long lost sister, and took me to her bedroom. It was all pink and white, lace and doll..., the scent of her perfume pervading the room. "My folks let me redecorate." "How did they take it when they discovered your?charms?" "Dad sort of went crazy, but mom just accepted it. Now we all get along fine." She opened one of her dresser drawers and pulled out a small box. "I had these made for me last year, but just as I got them I. Of course, whileat home, I had to wear high heels, all the time, even in bed. Whenoutside, female shoes with hidden heels and keds that would not draw toomuch attention, but on close inspection, were clearly women's shoes - inother words, my usual footwear.I also had to be plugged, all the time, except for the bathroom breaks.I had to line up all my butt toys, and send Her a picture, so She canchoose which one I was to wear. She almost always chose on the largerside.And She forbade me from. I stretch out on the table, with my elbows behind me, crossing my legs. Old dude next to me finally speaks--”damm you got some feet” I kinda chuckle a bit “ ya, 13's”. Dude responds with “shit, and so young” Dumbass—I got your preditor ass pegged already. “Ya, I got lots of thing big” I figured while he was checkin out my big ass feet, then he hadn't missed that baseball sized bulge in the front of my b-ball shorts either. I take my right hand and do a slight flick of my thumb under my balls,. He offered the obligatory coffee at a public venue, but I really knew him by then, and that wasn't what I wanted. I asked to meet at his hotel. And the rest is the tale I will tell here. The ups and downs of having an affair, when you're actually someone who wants to keep your marriage as healthy and happy as you can, which we both do still, though some motivators have changed. How do you balance being second best, and maintain a healthy ego? How do you not find a way when you become best.