I glimpsed silenttears streaking down her cheeks."The life I imagined for you isn't-" But it's my life."She started sobbing."If your dad had been more...involved, and I played a smaller role,everything could-" My being transsexual isn't your fault unless you take the blame forthe hormonal vagaries that altered me in utero. And dad's such anasshole that I'm glad he wasn't around." Don't hate your father." He ran off to Switzerland to escape both of us." I shouldn't have to live in an empty. Help yourself to the urn you know where the mugs are. There are times when I regret allowing myself to succumb to your foul naval tradition; very few though" as she lifted her nearly empty mug in salute."How can I help you, Sir Laurence?" We need some black funding for a research project - no nothing that you don't not need to know about, but one rather we'd like to keep quiet about as the traditionalists would start obstructing. Silas Rowan thinks it is sound and I agree. It's his project.". I was very happy to see them after they got fresh up we went out to have brake fast and then Padmani was to got to her hospital and I went to my work place,My cousin told me that she will be back by 2.30 pm itself and he was to leave to Bangalore by Lalbag Express by 3.15 PM I offer them to come back at 2pm and drop them to station as well. Padmani also accompanied as to the station as her training was over soon as it was her first day but she said it is only from 9am to 5pm job as Sr Doctors. .“Tell me this is a fucking joke?! FUCK! Are you fucking insane? I don't know what to say! How? Why? This is not good!”He was so pissed! He opened the closet and grabbed a red gagball with leather straps.“No daddy, please...what are you doing? I'm so sorry?!”He came over and put it on my mouth. Then walked over to the door and opened it violently. I could see him walking back and forth in the living room. Then he took a whiskey bottle and just drank straight from it. I heard him talking to.