. I believe in making good friends.. And loves to explore new horizones of life… As far as my fantasies r concerned.. I love to spend time with like...minded people..how loves to get in to a sweet relationship which must me secure and descret..and full of love and enjoyment.. I have lots of wild n erotic fantasies and true exprnce which i wud like to share with like minded ppls… I would welcome the oppurtunity to meet bm and like minded cpls and females for casual or one off scenes such as 3 sum. The last few weeks had been a rollercoaster of emotions I was barelyprepared to process now, let alone in those moments then. My mindfluctuated so hard every day between loving my new clothes and wanting tokeep going and accept my feminized persona and be Lily with Erin all thetime, and hating what I had become, wanting it only to be over andregretting that I ever had to be chosen in the first place. I loved mynew clothes and I loved Erin, but I was ashamed to love them like I didand I was. ..!" "Honey, I do love you, and I adore what we do in bed as girls thesedays, don't misunderstand me. Yes, you were then still something of aman, I suppose -- but now you're something less! You remember, the verynext day when you were explaining to Janet about how men don't attractyou, she thought it might be simply that you're self-conscious, thatyour body was too male to allow intimacy with a man. She thought datinggay men might take off the edge, but you refused so firmly that shedecided. So after lunch I took courage and went to her house. I rang that bell a million other times before, but in that moment it was damn heavy."Yes?" H-Hi Laura, it's Simon" Oh, hi Simon, everything ok?" Everything is fine… Can I come in for a second?" Sure, come on in!"It's just ten meters from the gate to the entrance door, but I was so tense it seemed like a kilometer to me.I entered the living room, but Laura wasn't there. I heard her voice coming from upstairs, probably the bathroom: "Be there.