" She waited for a pause. "My boyfriend's not been with anyone, and I need to know what he needs to do. I want you to show me."Neil burst out laughing...at the sister's serious face and shook his head. "You're just a little girl," he patronised."I am sixteen," the teenage girl lied and drew herself up to her full height and sighed. "And I've got bigger breasts than Paula." Tits," he told her. "They're tits. And yeah ... so what? I'm not sticking my cock in between 'em." He looked at his friends. I gave a nod of my head and they told Belinda that this one time they would grant an exception but not to expect it in the future.Everyone at the table agreed. That evening Belinda packed some clothes for her and the boys and moved in with mom and Ed. Aunt Maggie moved her stuff in with mom and Ed as well. Becky and I didn’t bother with any clothes for the first night as we thought they would be superfluous.I don’t know about the sex that took place between Ed and his sisters that night, but me. "Aloha, Pali. Would you like a lap?" I didn't have to ask twice and he was scrabbling to get on my lap and I pulled him up under his arms to face me. Being Pali, the first thing the two year old tried to do was put his hand down the front of my cami top. I brushed the hand away with a, "Tisk, tisk." And that earned me a big grin from the cute little face. I gave him a light squeeze and a little kiss and asked if he was a good boy. He shook his head like an honest boy and grinned again."Wanna. My head hurts and I had to leave work early because I went totally mute. But I’m not shaking and I don’t need my cane and my wife’s not crying or yelling at me. I feel relatively happy. I had a nap and a bowl of chili with some shredded cheese in it.Last night I was a little down and feeling envious which is an emotion I try to avoid like the plague. It’s almost as poisonous as bitterness which will kill your soul. I was envious because there’s all these people who can make choices and I can’t..