But still I continued to maintain my distance, always leaving before the end of the night, never saying goodbye, and yet week after week he’d be the...e. Until one night he wasn’t. I was devastated, and proceeded to drink far more than was sensible. I couldn’t understand why he wasn’t there, he was always there, nor was he in any of the other bars. Finally as the heavens opened and the rain poured down I stumbled home, feeling dejected and insecure. And there he was, standing in my doorway,. But still my hand just itches to roll the dices, to pull the jackpot lever, and few hours after I get my pay I am to be found at some den or other . Well this one time I really went too far, too too far and after staking and loosing all my clothes save the socks and the boxer shorts, I staked my sweet , patient, ever forgiving wife of six years for the next roll of dice . I was not on the right frame of mind , with the cold wind of the alley stinging against my naked torso as the winners. Andyou let them. Back inside the house and it was far passed any normal bedtime.Justin was tugging at Fergus’s briefs which started a wrestling match betweenthe two of them on the bed. Dakota was sitting on my lap facing me. Like a son.Or a little brother. But we both knew he wasn’t. Amidst all the noise, screaming and laughing, Dakota’s smilesuddenly faded to seriousness, and he whispered in my ear, “I want you to fuckme so hard” There was a tingle on my ear where Dakota’s lips gentlybrushed. Her stamps had far less value than mine. But that's the way it goes.We ordered some pizza and watched a movie, with a few hunky guys, but nothing for her to get excited about. She was wearing this blue top cut down to her breasts and she wasn't wearing a bra. Then she had on a denim skirt that barely covered anything. In fact, I caught a glimpse of her white panties with little roses at one point. I wasn't really watching the movie, I was watching her. Remembering back, she seemed to be.