I told her to come the last room. I immediately give a kiss on her chin and talked for a while… I waited for her, but she was very patience then me,...then I touched her leg by with my leg and slowly I rubbed her leg with my leg, later she’s getting on mood, then we ate some snacks that time it was 3.30 PM, then I gone to wash my hand’s then she touched my hand and she starts to kiss me, I started to kiss her in her lipsssss, wow, really what a sweet lips she got, It was dream which was now I am. Solace dropped her head onto the back of the seat. It was so warm in the cab, but her hands felt like ice cubes. She was so nervous about the performance. She had a key solo and had practiced so fervently that her fingers became numb with fatigue from going over the Braille score. She did not feel comfortable without her music. She suddenly leaned forward. “My music!” She cried. “It’s in your bag. See, you didn’t even remember until now,” Rosanna chided. She could feel Solace’s tension. So socially awkward. Even our plans for a group-getaway fall apart.Back to the refuge of my bedroom and computers1999 - The other guy is gone - now maybe me and the redhead. She invites me to a rugby game - then she meets another - like I'm just there to chaperone. I give up on this, it's too hard and agonising. I speak to my goth friend, she sympathises and says I should move on and put it behind me. We all still hang out, a few clubs but I'm a fifth wheel and often make my excuses and trudge. I felt millions of ice-cold pricks covering my body, starting at my neck, wrapping around my shoulders, engulfing my arms and legs. Under the surface, there was silence. My eyes searched frantically for any sign of her in the abyss. I caught a glimmer of her necklace around her neck, sinking deeper, deeper. I surfaced, took a quick breath, and plunged back into the opaque green water. It rushed into my ears, and light began to disappear as the weight of the water pushed on my chest. Jasey. I.