I know this because I never heard anything but occasional snoring coming from their room at night, and because of the ever increasing level of sexual ...ension in the air.I could see it between them, a casual touch eliciting a gasp, a stray brush of hand to breast when they thought I wasn't looking, and the lingering kisses goodbye as Doris and I headed out to work. Just seeing them look at each other was driving me nuts and several times I wanted to crash into the bathroom and flog away. Jack Steel.”Bond? He’s quoting Bond. I was wrong; this kid is going be as easy as the rest.*****As we leave his grumbling friends behind on the roof, we turn off the main road going deeper into the neighborhood. I picked Springfield Rd. because it’s near the heart of the place and I know it’ll give it a chance to get really dark out. We are about half way there as the sun completely sets. I would normally wait longer but all his pleasant charming chatter and his complete avoidance of the. The two of them continued to have sex throughout the first week whenever they were inclined. Cathie helped me out with a couple of blowjobs, but never offered to fuck me. She would often say that she was a little sore from her most recent go with Mark, but it wouldn't be long before she was screwing his brains out again. They would usually sleep together in our bedroom while I again went out to the annex to fantasize and jerk myself off while I listened.After the first week rolled by I. I wish for a different outcome. Crazy thoughts shoot through my head, bouncing off memories of you. What if I’d called sooner? I should have sent more little positive messages. I should have just asked permission to visit. If I had, you’d still be here, fighting. Then I wouldn’t have this huge ache inside. I recognize these thoughts as foolish, and I brush them aside. I focus on better, positive thoughts. On healthier imaginings. The other part of me is happy you no longer suffer. I couldn’t.