You can't be thinking of divorcing me. We've been together for fifteen years, longer really. We're a couple—soulmates." I smiled at her."We're done,...Riles. I really do love you, always will. But, you obviously don't love me," I said."Will, today was an anomaly, and aberration. I will never-never-ever do anything to humiliate you like this again. And I do accept that I humiliated and belittled you. I will pay for that, believe me, for a long long time. I do love you, Will. More today than when. ”He stood up and said he needs some time alone. He took a bottle of rum from the kitchen and went upstairs. After he went I went to my sister and hugged her, comforted her and said sorry. She also said sorry and we sat on the couch and she was weeping. He came down after an hour.He was pretty drunk. He asked us to get ready for dinner as we are going out. We both said no thanks and that we are not hungry. He shouted at us to get ready. Without saying anything we both got up and went to our. Athil naan matum ena, enakum en chithiyai niraiya pidikum. Chithi ennai veetil thanga vaithu kondal, chithapavirku vayathu 45 aanathu. Chithapa vayathu aanvar pondru irupaar, avaruku ippozhuthu kuzhanthai piranthathu oru athirstam thaan.Chithi enaku padika oru mobile phone vaangi koduthaal, angu thaan aarambithathu chithi meethu kaama ennam varuvatharku oru kaaranamaaga amainthathu. Chithi enaku mobile phone vaangi koduthaal, athai naan en kalluriku eduthu selven. Angu en udan pazhagum pasangal. This is how he feels. As for myself I feel upside down and up in the air, to the point where I now feel I could make love to my son, and this scares me; am I a pervert?! What is happening to me?! His behaviour and our emailing removed all prejudices. Incest is no more a taboo to me, but what is more astounding I'm starting to feel its heat, maybe even to seek it. I think I probably would go all the way if only things were different." Bud: "Now that's some news indeed! Christmas time must have.