The beer was cold and good and I was certainly getting a buzz and enjoying the open air and sun, Kelly seemed relaxed drinking her wine and we were ha...ing a laugh and I looked down at her tanned legs, “I guess you spend a lot of your time out here eh Kelly? I said jokingly pointing to her tan, “Too much Frank” she said and seemed a little upset telling me she was actively looking for another job and I didn’t blame her if I was honest.“Oh Fuck” she said as a middle aged guy appeared from behind. Again I cried out and the crowd roared and I screamed and tried to move but it was impossible. These ones seemed to be there for forever. I thought for sure I’d black out with the pain and even begged to black out. But unfortunately I didn’t. When he was done he came around and looked down at my face covered in tears and told me that now I belong to him forever and no one would ever want me but him!! The rest of that night was a blur for me. I vaguely remember Sally telling me how to care. Anyway – we were mates now and hopefully out on the pull.That night when I got home I actually dreamed about Jamie – I am not quite sure what the dream was about but I woke up with a raging hard on. As a 22 year old I wank quite a bit so I have to admit I did wank off that morning thinking about him as a gay fantasy. As I wank over some sort of fantasy most days I dismissed thoughts of him and went to work. However, I couldn’t find my phone anywhere. It was a disaster – I had lost all my. "Sure, have a seat, like some coffee?"He declined my offer, pulled up a chair and sat down, sitting bolt upright instead of slumping as many his age did. As he talked, he became very animated, his hands never still on the aluminum table top."Thanks for listening to me," he began, "I tried telling my story to other people but they didn't seem interested." What is it?" I replied, feeling sorry for him. When you've read enough sci-fi, think 'I can do this' and begin to type, face it, you're.