It turned out we both wanted kids, and our wivesresisted the idea. He told me then about Mandy's and Cathy's plan forthe Halloween party -- he was goi...g to go as my wife, and Cathy wasgoing to go as Mandy's wife -- to shock our church members. I didlike Jake, of course, but I couldn't imagine myself embarrassingmyself like that in front of the community.Still, the idea grew on me. I swear I saw flashes of Jake and mewalking down the isle together in my dreams. He looked beautiful,though his. He didn't want any part of it, but still he kept getting these strange urges. It got worse as he got older, and hair began sprouting on his face and chest.He was afraid of girls. They were strange and mysterious creatures who wanted to entice him to do these sickening things. Kissing, and touching, and all that other stuff. But he needed something. He just didn't know what."Is that what queers do? They actually stick it into -- "He overheard the boys talking about it, and he couldn't help. Didi & I had 3 weeks to ourselves with nothing to do. I didn’t have a job &Didi was a housewife. We sat by the TV for whole day & used to go for shopping in the evening just for sake of leaving the house. I was still pretty heartbroken regarding Sanju & in a depressed state.One night, in order to cheer me up, Didi prepared my favorite Kheer. I wasn’t much interested in it & tried to refuse. But when she kept insisting, I burst out… I told her how miserable my life was, how frustrated I have. She complied, but ever the lady, pulled down and smoothed out her skirt as most modest women would do.I looked down at her. She was a beautiful woman, like my mother, graceful and proud, but so vulnerable to strength and authority."You don't think I would leave you without making sure you were satisfied do you?" a question asked and answered. "Put your hand up your skirt," I ordered, "and stroke your pussy."Her eyes begged me not to do this to her. It was like throwing oil on the fire... She.