I’d been feeding the dark wolf for most of my life, and because of that, I’d ended up with all those ugly feelings: loneliness, sadness, anger, re...entment. I’d carried those feelings that had weighed so heavily on me that for every step I took, I sunk deeper into the ocean, deeper into the water. For the longest time, the light wolf inside of me had been ignored, starved, forgotten—just like me.When I began to feed it instead, that’s when things changed. The good feelings began to surface:. Lose the pants, top and the lingerie and wear just this. When I want to get to your girlie parts I don’t want to be slowed down by unnecessary clothing.” “What if I want to get to your manly parts?” she asked as she took the shirt from him. “I’m gonna bet that you won’t find that a problem,” he answered. “Now you get changed and meet me in the kitchen.” Five minutes later she walked into his kitchen and spun around to give him a view of her in his shirt with the cuffs rolled up. “Is this the. It'll be fine." Yes, ma'am."Mike walked back over to where Masumi was sitting, and shehad been joined by Cathy and Jackie. He stood there for afew minutes. Cathy was ignoring him completely. And,Masumi and Jackie were talking about some of the people thatwere at the party. Mike pulled up a folding chair and satdown. A few minutes later, Mrs. Gordon called for Cathy andJackie to come and help her. Mike looked over at Mrs.Gordon, and she smiled at him. He moved over to the seat onthe glider where. "I blushed and that answered her question.At tea time Jess arrived and kissed both Victoria and I. I noticedVictoria wince as Jess hugged her. We arranged for food to be deliveredand opened some wine. We chatted about work and asked Jess how thingswere at home."My Dad is just the same and his drinking is getting worse. I'm afraidthat if I leave home he will slide into the gutter so for now I willstay and do my best for him. Half the time he doesn't know if I'm thereand when he does speak.