I brought them there to help you, not me.Unless you missed it, that funeral where I wore my wedding dress and everyone recited the vows, was not just ...o make you realize I was gone, it was to bind you to Brenda, Barbara, Betty. You recited those vows together, you are bound by them just as when you said them to me and we were bound to each other by them.This will probably be a surprise to all of you, but it is what I wanted to happen. If you are reading this it is because they want to be more. Sarah figured that was what college was for.There were flings with a couple of girls outside of their inner circle during those college years as well. Even though she enjoyed the sex, she couldn’t see it for a longer term relationship. Or see herself loving another woman other than in friendship. Maybe a more intimate friendship than most girls, but still not the same kind of love she could feel for a man. That could have been Mr. Michaels’ influence. His dominant personality still drew. I did rather enjoy how it made me feel. I had never gotten high before that way,” Emma tells him with complete honesty.“Would you like to again today?” Donald replies.“That might be fun, it takes me to a higher plateau faster than drinking does, so I am not sure how much I should indulge. I truly liked the feeling, but it came over me rather quickly, unlike when we have some drinks,” she responds.“Well, we will have to see what it takes to get you to a good place where you can truly loosen. Dinner came around and it was my favourite, peri peri chicken and potatos. I was too busy eating to listen to my family talk. That is until… Hello, earth to Tony, any body in there?! shouted my little sister, still acting as if nothing had happened. what? i asked with a half full mouth of potato and chicken. mom asked how school was Tony. Julie said looking at me. just the boring same old, same old. After that dinner was just the normal small talk, mum talking about the office and dad talking.