I explained that I had asked Dr. Rich to come speak with them and Caroline because I had several traumatic experiences in the past and Dr. Rich had he...ped me with them. She had a wealth of experience with cases like this. Then I excused myself to let the Dr. begin.I joined Courtney and Caroline's friends back in the waiting room. Courtney and I were going to stay to get a medical update before I made the decision whether to go to Minnesota or back to the Island.To keep busy I filled in the time. Mumma:nhi beta man nhi hai.Me:Are plzzz chalo naa.Mumma:Kkkk beta i’ll go ….Ab khush.Me:haaa chalo movie dekhne chalenge maine show timing dekhi hai.Mumma:But chotu school gya hai hume aane me late hua to he will be in trouble.Me:Nhi hogi 10 min ki duri par to hai hum n uske aane se phle hi hum ghr aa jayenge.Hum theatre phuche aur movie dekh kar wapis aa rhe the tabhi baarish start ho gyi,Me:Ohhh crapp!!!Ab kya hoga baarish start ho gyi.Mumma:So what,lets njoy phli rain fall hai.Me:But bheeg. Now repeat that back to me girl."As I scribbled away I felt his hand on my knee, stroking upwards higherand higher. My breathing became faster and shallower as he worked hishand slowly upwards, letting out an involuntary moan as he reached mystocking-tops.I repeated back what I had wrote and he smiled at me."I love a girl in stockings," he whispered. "It shows that they are agood girl and know how to dress to please a man."He gave my thigh a squeeze and added, "And it shows that they know. I was a loving wife and mother. Not ... Not... Not someone who edited her husband to take over the world so I could be his queen ... So I could be a goddess.“Oh, god,” I whimpered.The Most High’s swirl of flame and fume blazed harder. I shuddered, fear rippling through me. I grabbed my husband’s wrist. I had to know. Did I love him? I couldn’t just be using him? If I didn’t love him, I would have just made him my slave, had him do whatever I wanted. I tapped the screen, frantic, blood surging.