About two weeks went by and we decided to go out to a club so Toni got dressed sexy I was in a suit because it was a night club not a dive we head out...to the place and look for parking when Toni notices that Marcus’s car is there parked in the back of the club near the wooded area I tell her well you can go ask him to make good on his promise to make up for the last time we just bought a new car so he would not recognize it because I knew him too but I told her no condom this time I wanted a. I'll ask her for a date'. The last thought made his heart pump again and the inner flames of youth flushed his face. The notion of going out, intimately, with a girl was fashioned from the little Zax knew of the next step of when a boy and a girl like each other."Are you feeling unwell, Zax?" Of the leading two, the one to ask was Zetsa. By calling her little brother by his name, she unintentionally gave away that although she and Zax reached an understanding of his mistakes and the latter. And people generally find out about such clandestine activities sooner or later, and it seemed that a life lived in stealth was a terrible price to pay for moving nearer and closer to her heart, as the journey towards her heart became fraught with all types of difficulties and complexities, tortures and abuses of both mind and body. One wonders if a simple love song would suffice, or whether or not even more betrayal from those radioed lyrics or poetic verses in his head were worth its weight. “Go on, you’re already doing well on the embarrassment stakes” I reassured.“Here goes then. Hearing you two aroused me, and the thing is, well... I can’t orgasm without somebody watching, I don’t know why, that’s just how I seem to be. And I don’t want to ask Paula because she’ll think I’m turning gay. And Mick isn’t back till tomorrow. And if I don’t get off somehow, I’ll be shaking and distracted all day. There. Said it.”Now that was unexpected.“And you want me to...” I said, hoping she would.