She was lithe and cream-colored and without flaw. I moved my hands over her perfectly flat tummy and sharp hips. In my closer examination, I found she...��d left a vertical stripe of close-trimmed hair, light as a pencil shading, as punctuation atop the smooth cleft between her legs. I kissed her there, and all around her stomach and hips, which still smelled like my semen though I’d wiped her clean.She watched me explore, sometimes closing her eyes when I applied lips to those heartbreaking vales. It was worth it though. I thought I might have a child when I was thirty or so back on Earth, or really never once we heard that the Sa'arm were going to invade. I mean, what ten year old girl imagines that she'll be driving a tank with her dearest love and passionate lover? What girl thinks about having nearly a dozen other people looking to her as their mistress and queen? At least I have a coruler in Erica, and while Bree and Violet love us truly, they aren't afraid of telling us to grow up. I described what I thought could be a way for us to get sufficient natural fertilizer, along with the equipment I felt we would need. Jimmy offered, "About half of our snow trucks are dump trucks. Mounting a trailer hitch wouldn't be a big deal and I think one of them already has a hitch. We have a couple of extra trailers we've picked up with equipment we've bought, but we don't have a small front loader. All our equipment is larger so it can handle big rocks, trees, and even equipment. And I start reading stories about it, and forums and blogs, and black superiority web sites. And I don't understand. Probably because I have jealous tendencies...A husband who loves his wife can't let her be used like that by a black man. Impossible. And yet, not taking into account the video-clips who are 90% acted, or fake, I can't deny that some of the amateur, homemade movies seem real life clips and most of the stories on forums and blogs can't all be false. I have to face the fact that.