"I know where you're at Tommy" Jill's hushed voice interrupted my thoughts and she took my hands in hers,"We've all been through it darling, all three...of us, but not any more, we're out of it now and on the way up, don't dwell on the past for her sake as well as your own, just remember that things will never, ever go back to being what they were before, we're winners Tommy, Polly, Tommy and Jill, the three musketeers." Five" I said smiling at her, but she looked at me uncomprehendingly,"Five" I. Do you want to know why? My eyes were locked on hers. I saw the panic and arousal in her face. Anybody want to know what she keeps in there? The men looked at each other, unsure what to do or say. Ronny broke the ice. Yeah, man. I know I felt somethin up inside that bitchs belly. Suzi lowered her eyes and curled on the bed, aroused but ashamed to admit it. Come show them, honey, I said. I held out my hand, palm up. Suzi shook her head, pushed herself further against the headboard. You can come. So the next morning - more than 12 hours later - I left the house asPaula. I took my phone with me, but left it switched off - I didn't wantany GPS tracking to associate Paul with Rachel's apartment. I went to asecluded area in a park, touched the medallion to the "F19" panties, andsat quietly while my body gradually lost age and transformed into Rachel.Paula's clothes were now a little loose on me, but I didn't have to getchanged.Then as Rachel, I collected the keys and began to set up my life. The small potbelly stove was doing its best to warm the place against the chill of the season. It was definitely getting colder. The weather didn't look too good, either. Clouds were rolling in. They looked threatening, to me. It would either rain or snow, and very soon."Ben, you're early," Arthur said by way of welcome."I come bearing gifts for you and your family. Since I have no family, I thought might as well use you and yours as a surrogate," I replied, smiling.He raised his eyebrows at.