Greg and Kyle walked me out of the club with assistance from the staff and it felt good to be away from the crowd when we finally made it outside. I t...ld the guys that we should take our party back to my place and they agreed, but only if I was feeling up to it. I knew that they had seen me getting fucked and sucking the various guys when they came into the restroom with help, but they never mentioned it. I teased them and got their minds off of the event on our cab ride back and once we were. That antsy feeling didn't ease in the shower and only got worse.As I was brushing my teeth I noticed that I had once again forgotten toremove the lipstick. No matter how hard I scrubbed there was some ofthat pink color entrenched in the tiny wrinkles of my lips. Giving up Idecided to grab some toast and get out of the house before mom saw me.As soon as I was out of sight of the house, I pulled out my lastcigarette and lit it. I found an out of the way hiding place and drewin a deep drag. It. She had by now become a bit of a celebrity - the recording of her punishment, which had been the first live broadcast on FPN, had been repeated almost as if in a loop on FPN and she was thus well-known to the network’s audience. Mr. Styles, who was billed as in charge of the punishment broadcast, thought she would make a nice interviewee prior to the actual punishment of the boys - he also thought that showing the reaction on her face during and after the castrations would add a nice touch. So,. "Whatever you're just a stupid girl anyway, so who cares what you think.Who cares whatever you stupid little sisters think anyway?" I see Amberand Miley hugging mom, all three of them crying loudly while Karen yellsat me, "I hate all of you; none of you love me you just want to stop mefrom having fun. I hate being around all of you and all your girlyeverything." I slam the front door leaving.I jump on my motorcycle and start it up. I give it lots of throttlemaking tons of noise. I put my helmet.