Honestly, he'd wish for another Annie and a secret guy, but wasn't sure about that either. He liked guys, but never really found a guy he liked.Steve ...tarted to wonder. "Have you ever been with a boy. Like, ever dated one, or anything else?"Ronnie started with a story he had embellished in his mind, but soon decided not to lie: "When I was sixteen there was a guy David who I used to hang out with and we used to hang out in the woods behind the hospital - there's an old fort someone built there. It was, of course, on the other side of the nurse's station. To her surprise, the call was from Clay who wanted to know where to find some index cards. While struggling to keep her voice calm, she told him where to find them and then said she'd be working late that night. He sounded disappointed at the news. After a short pause, he said, "Terri, I love you. I'm sorry I've been such a bastard about your job and all. Maybe I'm jealous of it, or worried it might come between us. And I guess,. The first disc finishes and I load the second. When it finishes I put them back in the cases and place the cases in a cupboard that has a lot of Jada’s commercially produced sex tapes and DVD’s. The newest “BARB” disc is all indexed and searchable, Going to the latest date I see that just 4 days ago she had a 2 hour session. It opens with Barb nude on a table on her back. She is being fucked by a man I recognize from the country club. Another man is face fucking her. As each cums and leaves. "Yes, Doctor Strand."The restraints are loosened, and Sam Jackson curls up on his cot, free for a time to seek out the darkness at the core of his being. For now all pain and conflict are far away and he is safe. He doesn't hear the screams or smell the stink of vomit and disinfectant in the dingy ward. He doesn't feel the tubes that feed him, doesn't even know it when he is wheeled into the treatment room again.Once more the soothing voice of the computer reaches out to him, banishing a little.