He’d cultured Espanto to be a symbol of fear. To be a target. To take the blows which could harm his family and direct them solely at himself. To ge... to the Cholos, he would need to be dealt with first.They threw it away. As a symbol he’d been too perfect. They’d feared him as much as the other gangs in the city. Jealousy. Hatred. Things which should have been absent in the hearts of his family had not only found a home but had flourished. They’d not only tossed him aside, but they’d tried to. Jill got in the back of the car and Andrea the front next to me, clearly they had enjoyed there selves and chattered away merrily while I drove back towards the outskirts of the city towards Jill’s house, Jill lived in one of the outlying villages down a winding country road, wasn’t long before we got there and waved her goodbye, this left me alone with Andrea.I reversed the car back out of the drive onto the lane , at this point Andrea thanked me, I said it wasn’t a problem I wasn’t planning. Even did our best to hide the difference of gender so that you would never know."You glance over at your sister who just sat there, still staring at you. You wanted to ask her if she had known all along too, and as if reading your mind she answers."Yes, I've known for a few years now."Shocked, you glanced around at everyone, having no idea what to say. Should you be angry at the fact that they lied to you, or... you don't know. You grip your shorts with both hands, tears beginning to swell and. I don’t live too far from Smiley’s and we can walk there. Don’t try to pull anything as I have some very large and mean ex boyfriends. I’ll tell them where I’ll be going and if you hurt me, they’ll pull you through a knot hole, feet first!’ ‘Damn that would leave a mark! So, how about seven-pm then, Margaret? Yeah almost forgot, what’s your address?’ ‘It’s Maggie. My friends call me Maggie,’ she repeated before handing him a slip of paper to Drew with her address on it. ‘See ya at seven then!’.