Oh god, ohgod, oh god Bill was going to inadvertently out me with my unwilling help! Ihad spent all these years fantasizing about being out and open, ...ut even insessions Bill had discouraged it. In fact when I think about it he actuallyheightened my fear and revulsion of being a man in a dress.But right now in this moment all of it, my fears, desires, revulsion, hope,were in those butterflies driving me to speak. Once I did there would bequestions, lots of questions and probably ostracism.As. It is almost as if they have been cut off from the rest of the world, and still you would understand. You see the timelessness these two offer the world around them – timelessness as a measure of redemption – for in their passage across the sand you would find the gift offered to you, to every god. What would surprise you? Your redemption? A God in need of redemption? Oh, no, you think. Not redemption. Evil lies not here in my heart. Evil has no place here. What purpose, then, carves it’s place. She asked me. “Yeah I’m really hungry.” We walked into her small kitchen and sat down at the table and started eating. I realized I wanted something to drink so I got up to get a glass of water, and I saw the top of her pale white ass crack showing from where her jean have slid down. I stood there speechless just staring until she asked me “Are you sure it was okay me asking you to do this.” Uh yeah of course.” I said as she caught me of guard. “I didn’t have anything else planned”. “I have. ..”“Checked 'em at the door with that girl, uh… Ruby.”“...House rules,” Saffron said as she turned out the lamp by the bed. She stood up and looked back at him smiling, her nude figure in silhouette against the lantern in the corner, “Come on.”“Where are we going?” he asked her, while standing up in a single smooth motion.“To have a look at your guns, where else?” she asked.“Not right now,” he said, arresting her by the arm.Saffron turned and took Mr. Shannon by the other arm, looked him in the.