When I got back to my little house on the beach I stripped out of clothes that just felt gross and got into the ocean as quickly as I could.While I fe...t like a beer or a whiskey it was only mid morning so I sat out on my deck and opened my laptop to see what I had missed during my day and a half of travel.Lots of work emails of course, but the first email I read was from my old fuck buddy Alex.For those who aren’t familiar with my blog, I wrote about how a couple of years ago Alex outed me as. Now I had fully become his slave and started telling him “mone Justin, I cant just stand this, please fuck me”. He just loosened his grip and looked at my heavy white boobs, brown areola, one inch black nipples, thick growth of pubic hair, thighs etc. Then he put me on the bed removed his pants and jumped over me. It was crushing me to death since no one so heavy had laid over me. He had become mad by now and did not know what he was doing, he bit my lips, neck, kissed my navel and moved. I thought about Jordan and almost laughed at his stupidity. She told me she feared men, of getting to know them that way, but felt comfortable with women. Her acting had brought her in contact with a few women, lesbian thespians, you know, but it had been awhile."When I started to speak, she put her hand to my mouth, replacing it with her mouth and tongue. We undressed each other, fell on the bed and made love. We diddled each other, explored each other's body, ending up in a sixty-nine that. “I’m your boy, after all. How did you expect me to be?” I asked. She laughed.“Yeah, you’re probably right,” she said.“So? Your room or my room?” I asked.“Nowhere! Give me some time to think about it,” she said.She took her finger out of my mouth and went to the kitchen. I was really hoping to get her to bed right now. But I understood her position, and I didn’t want to make things worse by forcing her. I didn’t even talk to her the entire day. I gave her the time and space to think.At 8 pm she.