”I felt hands pulling up my dress and grabbing my panties, and I was crying and trying to fight back, the pain and dizziness in my head making it ha...d to concentrate even as I felt my panties ripped off. I felt the guy roll me onto my belly and my panties pulled down to my knees as I cried. I looked to the side and saw Frank had Alicia also shoved on the ground, and that since she was not even wearing panties he just opened his jeans and shoved herself into her.I felt Sam behind me climb. I whispered into her hair, "Bea, just remember that I will always be your brother, and I will never stop loving you. I don't care if you never have boobs, I'll love you forever. As for boobs, you seem to be growing some, there. I can see some bumps in your shirt. You will get them soon." But Mary Lou Singer has big ones, and she's as old as me," she said sobbing into my shirt."Bea, honey, some people develop early, some later. I know of three girls in my class at school, who are not any bigger. "She just said because."I leaned down. "Sometimes moms just get cranky," I whispered."You got that right," she said and wandered off to find one of her friends."What was that all about," Mom asked."Traci's a little annoyed cause you're getting all dictatorial and won't let her go to Lizzie's. Poor girl." Poor girl? You're the one who asked me not to let her sleep out." You didn't have to be so mean about it," I said with a grin.I don't think my mom ever came closer to hitting me than that. ... I’m just not comfortable losing them yet, I'll do anything you want, anything at all, just please, please let me keep them" She pauses, panting harder now, and opens her mouth to keep going, ?I ....." My finger across her lips and she quiets immediately, still keeping that unwavering gaze on me, but the challenge is of a different type now. Where before she was challenging to take the power from her, to make her submit, now she's testing my limits, seeing how much control I'll allow her,.