Innerlich war Ihr eiskalt, denn Sie hatte Angst.Eine Krankheit hatte dafür gesorgt das Sie bis zum 20. Lebensjahr isoliert aufwachsen musste. Sie hat...e zwar eine hervorragende Schulbildung genossen, aber kaum Bekannte, geschweige denn Freunde. Ihre Eltern hatten Jacky, in fast krankhafter Sorge um Sie, isoliert und abgeschottet gehalten, da Sie vermuten mussten, das Sie nie viele Kontakte würde haben können.Doch dann vor fast fünf Jahren wurde eine neue Therapie gefunden die Jackelyn nach. “Nothing like that. I didn’t even kiss her. The date was a set-up. She took me to a…”“A what?”Another sigh. “A party,” he said. “Look, you know what I was like back in college. I was an engineering major. Basically, I was a nerd, right?”“Well, sure, but I was a nerd in college too. I majored in computer programming for God’s sake. What’s the big deal? I’m a part-time programmer and you’re a full time engineer. We’re both still nerds when you come down to it. Haven’t you accepted that by. Jay must have realized this because his gentle fingers suddenly clamped down hard on my nipple, pinching it painfully. I groaned in pain, but it was mixed with pleasure. Jay broke the kiss and watched my face intently as he twisted my nipple roughly. It was clear that he was enjoying the expressions of pain and pleasure that he was creating on my face. He grinned at me and then pushed my head down. I licked at his neck and then at the ridge of his collars bone before my mouth was on his chest.. As Istated to come around I tried to gather senses, where was I? What wasgoing on? It was only when I became a little more conscious that Iremembered.I was at that guy that had given me a lifts house, we had got stoned,then, oh my god, it came back to me, I had given him a blowjob. Inhorror at the thought I sat up and took in my surroundings. I didn'trecognise this room as it obviously wasn't the room where I had beenpretty much forced to perform that shameful and embarrassing act.My head felt.