In my fantasy, I threw the blindfold they had given me into the gutter, crushed the Gaulois I had been smoking with my high heel into the cobblestones... looked into the eyes of each of my executioners, cursed them for their tiny penises and balls like the squirrels of Paris."'Your mothers went through such pain to bring you into this world. Look at you! Of course, I shot the SS commander! Of course, I did! If I were to live, I would do it again, as many times as it would take! It's my delight to. ’ ‘You’re not married are you?’ ‘I was, but that ended some time ago, not very well as it turned out.’ ‘What went wrong, if you don’t mind me asking?’ ‘That’s okay, I can talk about it now. We had different spiritual beliefs, at least I didn’t think we did but she was convinced of it. Hers were supposedly stronger than mine and she saw my lack of strength as a weakness in me. I, on the other hand, felt that she was being manipulated by her church and felt powerless to change that.’ ‘That. Kay said he could sit down and join us if he wanted rather than standing and he could tell us more about his business, Damien scooted in next to Kay and I sat the other side of her.Damien started to explain to us that he arranged auditions for those wanting to get in the adult business and would organise these four times a year in Sweden, Kay then asked when you say auditions you mean they have to perform sex for you? Damien said yes that is generally the idea but it sometimes just doesn’t work. Miller, Dad, Dave and Jeremy were all already out back while our momswere still inside talking and working on snacks and side dishes in thekitchen. Trying to get past Mom and Mrs. Miller as fast as we could, Momturned smiling at me, seeming almost proud how I suddenly adjusted tobeing Mom's little (or not so little) girl. "You two look terrific.Don't forget to put on your sunblock. Crying about sunburn the next dayisn't fun for you and it isn't fun for your mom or myself", encouragedMom. .