It wasn't until I was in my room and looking at myself in the mirror that I realized that in my passion I had totally forgotten that I was unprotected...And now I was having to pay the price for that bit of stupidity.I did love Rob and I knew that he loved (or had loved) me and I hoped that love would be strong enough to keep us together. I knew it would take time and a ton of forgiveness but I had to hope.As I puttered in the garage I thought about what Ellen had just told me. She said I could. I longed to go and talk to her but I knew I wouldn’t be able to say anything sensible. I’d either end up as a tongue-tied idiot, or I’d start begging her for what I wanted. I guess I needed to see him too, but it was for different reasons. The more I saw the more I failed to see why she would have anything to do with him. She was way out of his league, and she deserved so much better. Okay, so realistically the only man I thought should have a chance with her was me, but that wasn’t the point.. The movie covered the entire front wall, and I was surprised at the high quality of the picture. The sound was mostly of the woman moaning as she was being licked.I looked to my right and there were two guys sitting in the same row across the aisle. They are separated by a couple of seats but WHAT WAS I SEEING? They both had their cocks out of their pants and were stroking themselves. I was shocked but not leaving yet. As looked around almost everyone had their cock out, some were stroking. Both she and James knew this was not an opportunity she could turn down, but one that forced their own personal plans on the back burner. The long (OK, so not long, five hour train journey) distance option had stretched their relationship to breaking point. Neither had said it, but both could see the cracks appearing. Being apart had removed the shared experiences that had kept them together. Both had started to form stronger friendships with their work colleagues as they devoted more time to.