At two I met one of Spenser's reps and by four the house was wired for sound and video.At five I was again parked where I could watch Shelly's buildin.... She came out at five-thirty and I followed her to the Starlight Motel on Hancock. She got a room and when she came out of the office she took out her cell phone and made a phone call as she walked down to room 102. Twenty minutes later a man I had never seen before knocked on the door to the room Shelly was in and the door opened and he went. We both looked at each other and went for it. She grabbed my breasts so I grabbed hers but the silence made us stop. All the guys’ hands were under the table. Meghan and I burst out laughing, which made the boys turn red. Then we laughed again. Then Tanya Lopez walked in, saw us and came over.“Wow, Mrs. Tits! Amazing to see you here.”“Here, sit beside her.” One boy said as he rearranged the chairs.There I was, with Tanya on one side and Meghan on the other. Then one cheeky bastard said, “Are. ’ ‘Mrs. Stewart, I’m flattered, it’s nice to know that I’m getting through to some of them. For the first six weeks I was challenged, energized, excited and terribly idealistic. Now I’m just tired and depressed and spending far too much of my paycheck on cheap beer. My military training is the only thing that gets my butt out of bed and in here each morning, plus I need the paycheck to buy more cheap beer. I don’t even know if I want to stay in teaching but if I do, I want to teach, not. My Jake, Natasha?”“That’s another topic we can’t get into at the moment,” Jake said. “Sorry.”“So, what can we talk about, Jake?” Ellen asked.“Don’t blame me. I’m just trying to make sure we all feel safe. I’m sure we’ll find plenty to talk about.”“Jake tells me you don’t socialize much, Jane. Why is that?”“I honestly don’t know the answer,” Ellen said. “My parents never let me date, and I guess I’m not very comfortable around men.”“How about girlfriends?”“No real girlfriends either, except my.