It all started pretty innocently, that Monday morning at work, when I overheard two of my colleagues, Brian and Lisa, talking about what they had done...over the weekend.It wasn't even an important conversation, not something enlightening for anyone who might overhear, but it hit me like a ton of bricks - there I was, forty years old, married to a wonderful man with two great kids and suddenly I felt empty and alone.I know that people at work called me the 'Ice Queen' behind my back as I'd never. I'll be back later and let you know what happened. Relax, my friend, it's under control."Dewey and Steve both watched me closely as I left the suite. I took the Suburban to the airport and joined the group that was ready for the raid. I was dressed in BDUs with an equipment vest that was filled with extra ammo. I had my collapsible MP5 on one shoulder, and my fifty-caliber on the other. I knew these people and I knew what they were capable of.Desmond, the Deputy assigned to watch me, said,. His mother, Kitty, had been much in need of a vacation, after having worked the last two years without a day off. His father’s death had left her with a small computer repair facility to run with little personal knowledge of the business. After finally getting it to the point where it would run with a manager, she had sent Tod to stay with his father’s sister, Nora, for two weeks, while she went on a cruise with a cousin. Tod didn’t mind, because Nora was his favorite aunt. Although she was. " "And I was in love with you by then too." I smiled at Kelly. "It was my love for you that eventually caused me to not only accept the fact that you were going to have sex with other men, but to actually begin wanting you to do it." Kelly turned and looked at me. "Now that I really don't understand." "Keep your eyes on the road." "Okay." Kelly was chuckling. I continued. "There are several reasons I want you to date other men. We both know I'm a masochist. I get a thrill from the pain of.