I think I must have let my eyes drift shut because the next thing I knew hands ripped my nightgown and I heard a growl of ‘wifely duties.’ The sme...l of booze and cigarettes was overpowering and I thought I must be dreaming and having a flashback to the days when I was married.But when I opened my eyes, the cold reality of my ex-husband, Derek, was staring at me and reaching to maul my breasts.I screamed. He hit me. I screamed some more. He hit me in the stomach and twisted an arm behind me as I. " They must have loved that." I didn't take out an ad in the paper. Anyway, we agreed to have kids. The first arrived shortly after I left the FBI, though we had been trying for a couple years, Harry. Two years later Nancy. Justin joined us four years after that."I told the FBI I was leaving because of the accident, so I didn't make any enemies, and they've pointed business my way. It helped me get started."I've been doing this for over nine years and we're doing okay. I did it again, didn't I,. I’m not coping at all. I don’t even understand why I feel so depressed. Maybe I’ve got a mental issue. I’m always the one who keeps his head when things go wrong. I just can’t cope with the way I feel today.”“You don’t look well at all. Come here and let me make you feel better.”She took me in her arms and held me tight. She held me for quite a long time. I felt the warmth from her body slowly seeping like a burst of energy through to me. I clung to her. It felt so good. I felt loved. "Sure" i said and got in. My skirt and petti raised up showing my stocking tops and garter straps. I smiled "I'm Michelle" he said "You are gorgeous i'm Tony a friend told me about you and I just had to find you" I smiled as he drove. "hungry" he said my reply yes thank you. He pulled up to a drive through ordering a couple burgers, fries and drinks. (the boy in the window could not keep his eyes off my legs so I teased him and gave him a wink. Hi Mitch" i said to him (he was in my class I.