Her convo and this small show had turned me on and for the first time, I thought of having sex with her. I could feel my heartbeat grow as she realize... that I am looking at her breasts and I realized it too. I apologized but she playfully said that its ok for a young lad like me to think so and that it proved that I was growing up like others.She excused herself as she went to keep the cups away and returned with a smile. She said that she wanted to tell me something. I was used to such things. He was not a "butch" man, he did not come across as an overly macho bull, but as a genuinely nice guy. We soon became at ease with each other and established a good rapport between the three of us. I found myself rapidly warming to the idea of a threesome. I soon decided if we were going to do this, then I could think of no other man I would rather Pete and I shared our bed with, with the obvious exceptions of Brad Pit, Johnny Depp and possibly Christian Bale.After dinner I cleaned things away. I tried to tell him that the dildo was not meant to replace him in any way, but that there were physical needs that I had to have fulfilled. I tried to convince him that my using the dildo was my way of remaining faithful to him while I satisfied those needs. Looking back on it, I think we both knew that I was, in essence, telling Mat that he could no longer meet my needs, but I did sincerely love him and never truly wanted to hurt him.Mat began to speak again, bringing me back to the. "I'll need your piece Tony. The Don's orders." He demanded.Tony's heart sank, the only reason he could think for being made to disarm before meeting his uncle was that he'd finally gone too far and that even his own blood had given up on him. He was sure now he wouldn't be leaving that study alive. Nevertheless he still couldn't bring himself to openly defy the head of his family and make the attempt to shoot his way out. With bad grace he surrendered his pistol and the bodyguard stepped.