. Brian is dead. We all laughed and I wentback into the studio. I wanted to see how my pirouettes looked in mytutu. With all the mirrors you could...see every angle. I really didlook good. I can wait to do this for real. But, I hadn't even startedpointe yet.While Shannon and I were busy dancing one day my mom had been busyredecorating my room. I finally had a girls room. She has greattaste. It wasn't over the top girly, but there was a picture of the NYBallet on the wall. I laid down. His wife, my bhabi, Saritha was an asst Prof. in a college and hence she could not accompany her husband. My bhabiji asked me how I am going to manage. I told that I will discuss with my parents and move in shortly. My parents also urged me to stay with her.During day time she goes to the college and I too go to the college. My main problem was my sleeping habits which are not known to anybody. I want minimum or no clothes when I sleep. In the winter I may wrap my body with a comforter, but. Or ab vo gand uchaal uchaal kar mera sir apne choot me daba rhi tha waah kya taste tha .Maine hatho se pakad kar uski chhot ko failay or kam ka chaata. Ab bhabhi se raha nhi jaa rha tha or aaaaahh aaaahhhh ki aawaazw tez hoti jaa rhi thi or kehne lagi rahul ab mat tadpao or apne is land ko daal do meri choot me maine kaha ruko meri jaan abhi to isko poora taiyaar karna hai maine kehte hi unke muh me apna lund pel diya or vo mmmm…… Karne lagi . Ab mera pehli baar tha to mai do hi minute baad. Then he got me to stand on this balance board thing. The aim is to have both ends of the board off the floor at the same time so that I’m balancing. It’s hard but I can do it. Today he made me stay balanced while we threw a tennis ball back and forth. That made it harder. It was like a real challenge. My legs were trembling from trying to stay in the middle. I don’t know how standing on a balance board and throwing a tennis ball is supposed to fix me but I do it anyway. Mostly because I don’t.