Lately, as I have gotten older, I have begun to spend some time reading the genre. Frankly I think that it is a healthy exercise. I am not sure that I...understand why the word pedophile has so many meanings to so many people. A much younger Jimmy Carter once said in a Playboy Forum piece something to the effect that although he had not ever had an illicit affair, he had lusted in his heart after other women and so by his belief, in God's eye he was guilty of having an affair. We all have. I’ll never ever cheat my husband. Moreover I’m happy with him. I don’t need anyone else.. .” Though she said it but inside she was enjoying the way his eyes were roaming upon her pert breasts but she didn’t let it appear on her face.“You’ll change your opinion”, Kamle challenged.“How can you be so sure about. “Hello Michael,” not making eye contact.“Hey Belinda, beautiful day.” She just grinned nervously and shifted her weight from one leg to the next so I got right to it….. no sense in dragging it out if she’s not comfortable. “How have you been doing?”“I’m okay. Kinda lost but I’m dealing ya know. I mean…. John was an asshole but he was all I knew for 12 years.”She still wasn’t making eye contact. Just absently string past me into space. “Belinda is there anything I can do for you?”“Not unless you. My younger brother Jim was 19 years old and we both were very good in studies and we wanted to continue the same so that we get a good job. Our house is a two BHK and mom use to sleeping one bedroom and the other one was shared by me and my brother Jim.One day in the night at around 12:30 am i got from the sleep and wanted to go the loo desperately. Our toilet is adjacent to my mother’s bedroom and i saw the light on in my mother’s room, it was pretty late hence wanted to check what was wrong..