It's Toby. I've been keeping out of his way, just admiring him from a safe distance, and now here he is, stepping into my space.'Alec, I was wondering... can I look at your portfolio today? I'd really like to see it.''Um.... Sure, hang on, I think I've got it here...'I rummage through the desk drawers, wanting him out of here before I start to dribble. Seeing him stood there, all late teen swagger and choirboy face, I get the familiar tingle in my groin. 'I'm sorry, it doesn't seem to be here,. Yaar she is a damn sexy figure and I always feel jealous of her husband who must be fucking her daily.One day in the evening I casually went to the lawn area for a walk and then I saw her sitting alone. I said hi and she responded normally saying “hi”.We introduced each other and had a chit chat for some time and left from there. Came to know that they have shifted here recently and her husband has his own business.And they stay in the same wing where I stay but a different floor.After I came. I just acted like i didn't saw her, while i was ordering my drink she came up to me and said hi and told me to join her friend. I was pretty nervous but i did it. After an hour her friend left, and it was only me and her sitting, drinking and talking about school and other stuff i didn't care about. Then she asked me if i wanted to join her for a walk to the harbour, so we did it. After some walking and talking we sat down on a bench. And there our conversation got a little bit naughty, and the. I climbed the stairsagain, heeding the call of fresh, slightly chill night air. Beingoutside hit me like a blast. I suddenly felt sick and almost fell to myknees on the wet pavement. Supporting myself against the glass windowof one of the bars I breathed carefully and tried to push the feelingback down. As I succeeded, I looked across and a table of girls in thebar was sneering at me, looking at me in disgust, like some cheap hookerwith a few too many inside her. I looked away and stood.