If this all played out well, and he and Trevor got serious, there would always be Jimmy as the musclebound and tattooed Greek god in the room, even if...Trevor didn’t know it. Tell him about his attraction? His obsession? Or go all the way and tell him everything? He knew the danger: it would not be good for Jimmy if their affair became common knowledge, and it was possible that Trevor would storm out in a jealous rage.But something Jimmy had always stressed rose in his mind: honesty in love. It. "No, what?" I asked back."I really like the pearls hanging up in her jewellery case over there and they would set off this outfit perfectly." OK," I said and retrieved them from the stand. "All my wife's jewellery now belongs to Rachel but I don't suppose she will mind."Taking the necklace I looped it around her neck and breathed in her warm perfume again. As I did up the clasp, I kissed her on the nape of the neck. She turned and kissed me right back putting her arms around me as she did so.. .." It's gonna be fine..." Rachel husked, but she was looking at me, her expression troubled. I knew what was up -- if this was a conventional relationship, there was one of me and one of Rachel and I didn't rate a second girl. Rachel couldn't break cover and she couldn't hold out any hope in the first place if I wasn't interested...Me, I couldn't make up my mind. Shannon had that 'little bird with the broken wing' thing that kind of tore at me -- but who knew whether she was a bitch or not? I. My next experience was when I was about 17. On Saturdays I often played rugby for the school and would hitchhike home (about 5 miles into the country) which was common back then. We had heard there was a guy offering young guys lifts and then trying to touch them and secretly I hoped to meet him and one day I did!He asked where I was going and when I told him he said it was a bit out of his way but he was happy to do it. Almost as soon as we drove away he said was I interested in seeing some.