A square of light fell through the dusty panes.The grid of light fell not on the floor but upon a young woman sitting on the floor. I recognized her i...stantly. Sally, an old sometimes friend and constant romantic obsession. She was sitting lotus fashion, her wrists resting on her knees. The most tantalizing part was that Sally was naked.She was the same as she had always been in my dreams and feverish imaginings. Her short straight brown hair was brushed casually back, the tips ending above her. I know that my step-dad's porn pictures on his PC all have their pussies shaved." Ok so that's two definites. I've got to admit it makes me really wet and horny thinking about expanding our group of fuck-buddies." She unzipped her jacket and lifted her track suit top exposing her polo shirt."Look, my nipples are really sticking out and it's not just the cold."She tweaked her left nipple with the fingers of her right hand. Her eyes closed and she gave that look of pure sex I'd learnt to love in. Auntie would have to do that. Granny always said that no mother should have to bury one of their own children. I sobbed again as Maddie hugged me once more.“I thought sure I’d have run out of tears by now,” I said to her, feebly.She smiled, a warm smile, the warmth nearly blocked by what had happened.“You will, finally,” she assured me. “And then, there’ll be a new batch and it will happen again. I just wish I could be there for you each time it happens.”I sobbed again. Maddie was more than I. ”I was afraid she was going to bring that up. I’m sure she was hoping I would agree in the fog of the sexual excitement. “Amanda, that’s a big step. I need to discuss it with Logan. I promise we’ll give you an answer tomorrow.”We all kissed, except for the guys, then got dressed before Logan and I headed home.Back in our own bed Logan and cuddled up. I knew he wouldn’t bring it up, so I did. “Do you want us to go to that party?”“I will support you with whatever decision you make,” Logan.