I squirmed and winced as his eyes, full of lust, met mine and then averted to my tits. He had done this before and wasn't trying to hurt me, but also ...new that you had to push past the pain in the beginning before you could get to the pleasure."You're so tight, baby. Relax your pussy," he whispered, as if this was something I could easily do. But I took his advice and tried to focus on relaxing, breathing deep the way I see women do on TV when they're going into labor. His cock pushed further. I can smell him, he smells so fresh. As he turns the pages I study his hands, they are very large, I feel so sensual, I want to rub my body against his. I fantasies that he is putting his finger in me and rubbing my clit. The story he is reading is so sensual, it's amazing, my desire and arousal are amazing. I close my eyes and start to visualize us on a soft bed. I feel him push into me, closer. I can hear and feel his breathing on my neck. A soft kiss and his hand is on my thigh. I let my. That's why you always see those pictures of guys in suits onbikes - it's faster than a car. And you don't have to go to the gym ifyou ride home, I guess."***17:16 7 Mar "What ARE those earrings?" he finally asked. "Oh, these?" I took one off and handed it to him. He turned itover a couple of times, looking at it. "Little tiny circuit boards?" he finally asked. "No! Duh. Well, sorta; they're SIMMs." He looked blank. "Likecomputer memory?" He'd heard of computer memory, at. Jay's door was halfway down on the other side of the hall. He stepped up to it, slid his key into the hole and opened the door. Jay glanced again at me as he moved through the doorway. 'Get in here.'As if I had no will of my own, I walked down the hall and stepped into Jay's apartment. He was only standing about five feet in the apartment, hands on his hips which jutted forward, showing me that he was hard too. I felt my knees go weak and a shiver run up my spine at the sight of the muscular.