Our footing though was sure like our friendship.“Paul wants to butt fuck me,” Denny said, suddenly; typically not hiding anything from me.Her mind...was as open as my legs were when I was in the mood for immediate quick sex with my current boyfriend.“Yeah tell me about it. Andrew thought once he got a finger working up there his dick was following straight away and no condom on either the prick. His excuse was I couldn’t get pregnant up my arse, so why was I so tight about it. “ I could see. “See, that wasn’t so hard, was it?” she said. As soon as I was sure both of them were walking away from my door I walked out. I saw the back of Alice’s head going into a room of her own. I walked slowly and listened at the door. Then without meaning too the door opened under my weight. It opened silently and I saw her looking out her window. She was wearing what she had been wearing last time. A black tunic and black pants. I grinned and snuck up to her and pulled out the dagger Raven had given. "As they all left to go home, Mick called Paula to one side."Well done. You did really well and I meant what I said," he told her."Do you wish for a career in this field?" I hope to become a rally driver one day," said Paula."Well, you have the talent," said Mick. "You certainly have it."Paula was smiling more than ever. It took Kelly to bring her back downto Earth."You're not a rally driver yet," she said."I know that, but I could well be," said Paula."I know, but you haven't done anything. . Abigail, Amelia, and our place, raising cattle and kids, and Abigail and I making love in our big bed. I was glad the lights were dim and most of the illumination in the church was by candlelight so nobody could see the raw emotions that swept across my face.I was unsettled here in Douglas. Yes, that was the best description of my frame of mind. I was surrounded by people who loved me, but I longed for Montana where I was the master of my own house. Here I was constantly reminded of the past.