I again spotted spots on her bra. After massaging I asked her if there was any solution for these spots to go. She told that we have 1 solution that i... if someone sucks out the whole milk from her breast so that they don’t leak out. I asked her who could do that as the milk is meant for the baby only. She told me that even I can help her, I asked how.She in no time opened her bra and told me suck it. I told I can’t it is wrong. She told that I was sent here to take care of her and see to that. I watched his hand dip beneath her skirt momentarily before hanging at his side. This was the opportunity I had waited for! Turning back to back simultaneously scanning faces for recognition of my actions and groping for the target. My brain was at full capacity as I rationalised risk levels and considered the implications of getting busted. It was fair to say that my condition did not lend itself to fighting.All thoughts were brushed aside as I touched bare flesh. The initial landing spot. We have a lot of work to do but it is a labor of love. If you don’t like being a soldier or a guard, you should do something else when you are free. I love farming, trading, and exploring so it isn’t too much work.”“I do like soldiering and being a part of your guard. I feel like I’m a part of something special. I touch my collar and feel it is not hard and rigid but comfortable and valuable. I feel like that is my job. I am comfortable being me, working hard to learn and be the best I can be. It took a Parliamentary debate to change that, even then, some doctors would still refuse to prescribe. It wasn't as if Chrissie and I longed to have that full relationship, it was more that she knew that her mother would know, just by looking at her. Within minutes, her father would know and Chrissie would have been distraught to see the hurt on her father's face. Ergo we remained almost chaste.As months went by, I eased into my profession, learning by hard-earned experience how to do my job..