"Why'd you do that? You were about to cum," she said. "I know. But I like to prolong my pleasure," I replied. "Don't worry. I can help you with that."...he dove back down and put my dick in her mouth again. This time she sucked as hard as she couldand grabbed my balls. I had to cum now so I let go. I felt spurt after spurt exit me and Joan neverskipped a sucking beat. Her mouth never left my cock and she swallowed it all. After I was done cumming she ascended and said, "Now you will last much. When he was finally able to speak, Al told me that in all the years with his wife he never saw her completely nude like he was seeing me now. I asked him if it got his motor running or if it was off-putting. His reply was to point at the tent in his shorts. So I leisurely approached him, dropped to my knees and pulled his shorts down with me.As I administered a slow and sloppy blow-job while gently fondling his balls, Al asked if I could slide a finger in his ass like the last time. Knowing. It was light and joyful, and I realized at that momentthat I probably loved him.We were invited to a party in December. At the party, a Scorpionsalbum was playing loudly. Although I was not aware of it at the time,the music of the Scorpions was going to become an important part of mylife in the next year.Mark and I were sitting on a chair, with me literally on his lap. Hisarms were wrapped around me possessively, and he would occasionallyplace a soft kiss on my cheek or forehead. We. Your gray-blue eyes cut straight through to my soul as you gaze longingly into mine. The perfect Marine wife-to-be, you sent me away with a prayer and a whispered I love you. Yet you never forget what we do. How we stand to defend this country. You once told me, "I wish you didn’t have to go," but rather me than someone who doesn’t care enough about those sons, and brothers, and husbands. And so I go off marching to eternal drums of the cruelest creature on the planet, ever hungry, ever.