" For a few moments there was only the sound of Shelby sobbing in the control room."Shelby," Derrick said softly, "why would I be angry at you? I did ...sk you to find out what you could. However, for the moment this news is a little disturbing. Do you have the power to contact Mary?" Derrick asked.Shelby looked up shock apparent on her face. "Yes I do Derrick, though I can't guarantee that it will be a very clear transmission." It's alright; I need to do this before we do anything else." Derrick. I've been brave enough some nights to actually stand outside their door as I jerk off listening to them grunt and groan. One night the door was open a bit and I stood there with my heart beating so hard at the thought of actually seeing what they were doing but I knew dad would kill me if he found me looking, so I just went back to my room and shot my load on my sheets. That was back when I was younger and had first started jerking off. I know now that the only thing he cares about is how good. I'd let guys wrap me in rubber suits with a tube to breathe through, and keep me tied up all day, and fuck me at their whim, but it wasn't what I really wanted." "I see..." "All my life, I was in torment over my desire to be trapped and engulfed forever vs. the rational desire to live a full, productive life." "I think I understand. People with all kinds of fetishes, like toilet slaves for instance, long to be enslaved in permanent captivity and servitude, dehumanized and used as a. I averted my eyes, because itfelt so wrong to accuse her.Startled she jerked back. I could feel her stare at me. I looked into hereyes again. She was still confused, but at least not offended. I tried alittle smile."Maybe it's just ... an illusion...?"She stared at me again. Then her hand shoot forward and when her finger metmy new soft spot I almost jumped out of the bed."Do you still think this is an illusion?" she asked sarcastically."Ummm ... no..." Thought so!"I was speechless. Now it was.
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